21st Century Love

Waiting

Waiting is a game, who’s going to win?
It’s only been a week and a day and I feel as though I should leave.
I hate how I’m feeling, the paranoia, the not trusting you, the missing you, the wondering if you miss me but most of all I am not happy.

Yes I pushed you to go, but it was your choice to still go and “leave” the relationship. So allow me to walk out on you! You can cry every night just like I did.

Goodbye, farewell whatever it is you say. You may not hear from me a while. This is the way it has to be and I’m not sorry.

Strike Two

It’s happen once before,
And it’s happening agin.

Why is this still an on-going issue?

Ohh that’s right,
You don’t want to have to deal with it.
You want to just leave it until you leave and hope for the best.

It doesn’t work that way,
You know it too.
It’s what you chose, so deal with the consequences.

Strike two.

Sure, eventually trust will be gained
And prehaps forgivenss
Or the closet thing..

There’s one thing i shal never forgive you of though.
Never, ever, ever!!!

Hesitation .

You hesitated,
That’s just as bad.
Might not mean anything to you
But it meant something to me.

Why did you hesitate?
Am i not enough for you?
Is my love for you not great enough?
Maybe you don’t love me at all …

Oh sorrowful thoughts,
I can’t curse you away.
Yet you betrayed me again.
How do I forgive thee?
Am i able to?

You face, i look at you
But all i see is this grotesque disfigured shadow cast upon myself.
I can’t look at you.

The loving thoughts …
Gone, just like that in a night.
I remember them,
It lingers in my head not wanitng to come out,
Coz i’m angry.

Is it so nice for you to hurt me?
Why must you?
You say it’s love, but you hesitated and still choose her.

What shall I do?
Let s just pretend everything is happy …

That’s what you want, right ?

This Isn’t Love .

I think i’ve given up .
It’s just so exhausting …

Excuses, excuses, excuses.
That’s what you’re good at !

I thought you said you were more experienced,
Yet you act so naieve and clueless.

It’s so damn obvious,
Yet somehow you can’t see.
Prehaps it’s all that drug use from your past affecting your ability to see things now!

Harrsh? At leats it’s true.

Angel And Airwaves - Breathe

When I listen to this

I think of you …

A blue, black shade of love.
Sent from above.
My hands are tied to worlds unknown,
And this I know.
Your breath’s like wine,
And just like clouds, my skin crawls.
It’s so divine, the sky it glows with fields of light.

Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And all this day, I will love you.
You make me feel alive,
and I’ll love you
Until the end of time.

My hands shake clasped with fear as you come near
To say goodnight, just like a dove.
A peaceful sign.
To help us by as you come in.
Let this begin.
Stars fall like dust, our lips will touch.
We speak too much.

Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And all this day, I will love you.
You make me feel alive,
and I’ll love you
Until the end of time.

Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And all this day, I will love you.
You make me feel alive,
and I’ll love you
Until the end of time.

I’ve got a lot to say, if you will let me
It’s always hard, when you’re around me
But here right now, there’s interest in your eyes
So hear me out, and hear this the first time

That I… love you (come and lay with me)
I… love you (and all this day)
I… love you (you make me feel alive)
I… love you
Till the end of time

Spend Your Life With Who Makes You Happy

” Spend your life with who makes you happy. Not who you have to impress. “

Spending our lives hoping to impress someone is spending a life in vain. Though making someone else happy in life is important, the only way that we can really do so is by being ourselves and making ourselves happy during the process as well. There is an unavoidable truth in life that we all must learn that says in order for a person to truly love us they must truly know us for who we are and not for someone else we may be trying to be.

This coincides directly with the fact that these same people will not worry about us impressing them, but will worry about if we are living the best life that we can in order to become and maintain levels of happiness and fulfillment that we should be able to appreciate for a lifetime. Don’t waste your time on those who only desire to be impressed, instead enjoy your life with those who only want to see you happy.

Things Change, People Change

Things change, people change, circumstances change, time passes, we all get old and we all are faced with embracing the changes and difficulties that life chooses to throw at us, or we can allow change to break us. As we mature in our lives we will notice in some instances that some who we may consider ourselves close to may not be maturing in the manner that we are, or are growing in a totally different direction than we are.

Sometimes life’s pull on a person’s life can in turn pull them away from someone that they may have been close to, or sometimes closer to a person that they needed to be closer to all along. Always remember that people have the ability to change. A person may change to someone that’s positive for your life, or to someone that will be a negative force in your life. In all you do, and with everyone you deal with, remember to walk in love, everything else will assemble itself in life the way that it is supposed to.

When You Really Matter To Someone

“When you really matter to someone that person will always make time for you. No excuses, no lies, and no broken promises.”

Really being an important part in a person’s life means a lot of things. When someone really matters to you it is crucial that you are willing to show them just how much they may mean to you by respecting them, honoring them, and never taking them, their time, or their feelings for granted. When you really matter to someone, that person will always be willing to make time for you. That person will never use an excuse to avoid being there for you.

That person will never consider hurting your heart by telling you anything besides the truth, and will never risk losing your trust by breaking a promise that they made to you. Really mattering to someone should never leave a doubt in a person’s mind of whether or not you will always be there for the person you matter to. Remember in love that there are never any excuses good enough for not being there; there are never any lies or broken promises that will ever be better than honest words and honest actions.

We Cannot Deny How We Feel Inside

Trying to deny the things that are just burning on the inside of us, and that are part of who we are as a person, and the feelings of love that we may share with another individual is trying to do the impossible, and the very regrettable. In this world one thing that is for certain is that we are limited to only a small amount of time, why would we waste all of our time trying to live or be something else besides who and what we feel that we are on the inside.

Never deny your heart, because your heart is what leads you to real, true happiness in life. The more that we deny who we are, the longer that we prolong achieving the success of being truly happy, don’t make a mistake that you will regret for a lifetime, be you, and do you, doing so will truly make your whole life worth it.

Keeping A Positive Attitude

” Our lives are not determined by what happens to us, but by how we react to what happens. Not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It’s a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results.”

Every single person’s life isn’t determined by how hard they fall, and how much failure that they suffer, but instead it is determined by the amount of times that a person is willing to get up after falling, the amount of times that a person is able to turn a loss into a victory. Life is about how we react to the circumstances that present themselves to us, life is determined by the attitude and mental state that we keep when we are forced to endure.

The more that we remain positive in our mind and in our thoughts, the more likely of a chance that the actions that we commit from dwelling on this positive thinking will eventually get us positive results and bring forward progress in our lives. The more often that we are willing to think positively, the more often we will obtain those results that are beyond ordinary, we will immerse ourselves in the extraordinary.

Life Is Too Short To Wait

” If you want something, don’t wish for it.  Life’s too short to wait!”

One quality we all must learn to develop early in our lives is to not just wish for things. Yes, it is very important for everyone to have dreams in their lives, to set goals, and to desire to success. Since we never know how much time that we really have on the earth to do the things that we truly desire so we must be willing to not only wish for things, but to go after our desires with action.

We have to be willing to not only dream, but to take steps towards realizing our dreams, to not only set goals, but also be willing to do the things necessary to go after our goals. Though in some aspects of our lives being patient and waiting will benefit us greatly, but when it pertains to the desires that we have in our hearts, we have to be willing to simply go for it. Life is too short to wait around just wishing.